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About Me Member Procrastinator a.k.a. Tsai Inugami15/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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November update

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 6:50 PM
Hey peoples. Just updating my journal here...

Anyway, a lot has been going through my mind. Pretty much just a dream that has been starting to re-occur. I haven't had it since a few years ago... yet, idk. It just really hurts, having to witness it every night. It's putting so much strain on me... and it doesn't help that i can't protect my friends... or... family as we're going by now. (they are more like family than my parents. At least they actually support me on something as opposed to my parents) Ugh... i just wish that i could keep them safe.

And plus having a friend that's like a brother to you, put you down twice within two months... it can really tear you down... especially when they say "you disgust me"... i guess i really can't blame him... i mean, i haven't trusted him as i should. he doesn't make it easy, but i still should.......... i apologized to him for being a nuisance, and making it hard to be around... and now i feel like i'm that way with everyone...

To everyone who is my friend, and reads this. I'm so sorry... sorry for everything...

Well, this is all for now... Sayonara...

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: E-type - Life

deviantID

Name: ... I AIN'T TELLING!!!
age: 15
orientation: straight
status: Endlessly searching, I am still alone in this darkness. I tried to hold on, but I lost you. You slipped through my fingers. Please, I need you, I need you to light my way. Maybe they're right, maybe I'll never know where I'm going. A warmth trails down my cheeks and I am comforted. But my sorrow turns them cold. What if I forget you? What if I lose the memory? Will I ever find a way to escape this hollowness that binds me?Is this my fate? Is this love forbidden by destiny? No, our lives can be our own design, together, we can light the fire.And when the darkness fades away.The only thing toward my sight will be you.
likes: anime, Music, and my friends of course. ^^
dislikes: anyone trying to hurt my friends, negative emotions (ironically, i mostly have them), and liars (people that make you think you can trust them, but then turn on you)
personal quote: Protect those most precious to you. Those who are willing to let their friends suffer alone, without trying to help, even a little, don't deserve true friends...

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: El Paso, Texas
  • Interests: anime & music
  • Favourite movie: Appleseed: Exmachina
  • Favourite band or musician: Vocaloids
  • Favourite genre of music: j-pop and j-rock
  • Favourite artist: Too many
  • Favourite poet or writer: um...
  • Favourite photographer: hmm...
  • Favourite style of art: uh...
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa
  • Wallpaper of choice: pokemon, tales of symphonia/vesperia
  • Favourite game: Pokemon Platinum
  • Favourite gaming platform: wii and DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lucario...
  • Personal Quote: ...^^;

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Comments


:iconthe-shadow-of-george:
your pokemon art is cool

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> In der Ruhe liegt die Kraft
> Indianer; Servus!!!
> Welcome to the Jungle!!
> Schnidde!
:iconvampire-dark-lover:
HA! I BITE YOU!
YOU'VE BEEN BITTEN!

Spread the virus around!

RULES:
1- You can bite the person who bit you!
2- You -MUST- bite 6 other people, at least!
3- You should bite them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random bites are perfectly okay! (and scary)
5- You should most definitely get started right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Powerful creature!

1-3: you're a ghoul
4-6: you're a were-cat
7-9: you're a were-wolf
10-& Up: you're a vampire
:iconjonathanjo:
Thank for your comment ^^ .

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Jonathanjo, Lucario, leonardo and michealangelo are there .
God is with us , he is in our hearts ...
:iconvampire-dark-lover:
hi hi person and every 1 else can u guess who me is? *yawn* i'm bored lol i think u can guess by now
if not then ~teehee~
:iconrayquazarider:
I mades somethings for yous! ;P

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:meow: I mades my own avatar..
:iconpokemaster386:
Thank you so much! I love it. (but again, you really didn't have to do that.)

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I have no idea what this space is for( or do i?) Do I? .........................GRRRR! I JUST CONFUSED MYSELF!!!!! DX
:iconrayquazarider:
It's no biggy. I just wanted to give you something nice =)

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:meow: I mades my own avatar..
:iconpokemaster386:
then thank you. ^^

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I have no idea what this space is for( or do i?) Do I? .........................GRRRR! I JUST CONFUSED MYSELF!!!!! DX
:iconrayquazarider:
You're welcome!

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:meow: I mades my own avatar..
:iconbloomcandy:
hi person how've u been hey i need 2 tell u stuff so can u call me or sent me a note cause dis stuff is important!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Linkin Park RULES!!!!!!

Srry ^^; major Linkin Park fanatic

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